This thing that's happening now, the thing(s) happening now, are eating me inside out, from the inside, right out. I'm so BLOODY FUCKING TIRED i'm not lying when i say i wish i wasn't born. Granted, i've had my fair share of freaking euphoria but when it comes to times like this, it's really, really, really low for me.
Usually i don't cope i just die and somehow revive myself for the next day.
Now i don't even want to die i just want to disintegrate and disappear, maybe come back in about 100 years- that is, if the world doesn't end in 2012.
On a much lighter note, my birthday day was completely horrible but the days following it were quite fine, awsm, if i must say so. In fact most people decided they would b nice and give me a present the following Monday :)
Too bad i don't have the time to go post up pics of everything :( But maybe i'll do so after o's. My rents bought me a polaroid :) Now i don't have to keep turning on the computer to look @ photos (since i hate printing them) not quite a picture person, see.
Back to this misery thingum i'm going through right now, well, at least i'm alive :) Not very but still breathing a bit :)
(I really love this book-filled majestic haven i swear i can die here, if it really does exist and is not some form of computer graphic shit)
Oh, reminds me of my life. And my new scary tuition teacher.
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