Failure, i am.

You are afraid of it because it is stronger than you;

you hate it because you are afraid of it;

you love it because you cannot subdue it to your will.

Only the unsubduable can be loved.

Hi, i lasted this many days! Haha here's a secret, i haven't had one day w/o the com. I just didn't blog. This is so depressing.

I was this close *shows thumb and index finger* to succeeding and then guess whut? I woke up at 2am just to go on the com for like 30 mins cuz i didn't use it that day. MORTIFYING.

Whut else is mortifying? My chem marks. Haha i m not going to talk abt tht because i might just go kill myself.

Hahahaha will drown myself w mainstream songs bcuz sometimes indie songs just worsen my already-xtremely-depressed mood. Hello usher! Justin beeeeber, um bruno mars? Hahahaha.

Maybe i shld just save up money to do plastic surgery and join some kpop company, yes? Sounds like a hell of a swell idea :D